Life's changing, and people around me are beginning to move and evolve in marvelous ways.  It's hapepning in so many areas, much more than one.  Whether it be around on the internet, past friends from school, close personal friends whom I've lost contact with, and new freinds.  And the change is definitely something positive, and needless to say I can a lot of it also is coming from me.  I've come to accept a lot more in life, and to be able to let things go, adn as a result, I've accomplished a lot more.  I'm less caring about what other's have to negatively think of me, and will continue in caring less of what people have to think about me.  I beleive if we are to care less about how we feel about other's judging us, we can care more about the reality that is going on around us.  And in effect make our own realities.

I'm listening more, enjoying more, having more fun, organizing more, and definitely accomplishing more.  I'm ridding myself of much of my negativity and indulging life for what it has.  I'm laerning to under-react to circumstances when it proves necessary a little more as well. 

Overall developing a schedule has definitely helped me out, and my relationships constantly evolve with my firneds.  Meeting so many conflict situations has certainly helped me face them head on.  I'm also laughing at the things that used ot make me angry, simpyl becuase I've come to the realization that some things are better laughed.  I think it's the scheduling of things that makes for such able accomplishment.  I think less on things and just do them, and then think afterwards.  I've found that it works pretty well.  I'm more humble and less arrogant than I used to be as well.  And I'm more aware of the things that need to be approached with tact.  I've almost taken a nihilist viewpoint on some issue's, which is getting some edges shaved off.  It's a good approach I'd say.

And as I took so much care to focus on my physical and emotional health, I can now turn inward on my spiritual goals, as well as my emotional.  Taking time out to just think about our goals is great in general as well, and I believe my life will continue to unfold in wonderment, I really can't wait to see what happens.  I'm able to accomplish so much that I always believed I could, I was just impaired by my physicla health.  And now that that's being dealt with, I'm finally beginning to unlock more of the potential that was always in me.  And with that I'll leave you a quote a freind has enlightened me with.  I really should read more spiritually, but I'm too caught reading non-fiction at the moment.  But I will in soon time, and you can bet on that :).  What can I say, I'm definitely a person of my word now.  Bah i cna't change the font colour, w/e. it's pink b/c it's copied from a girl's page.

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."